SOME BACK DATED PICS.........






The day Williams and I hit Cine for some good good after pre-pementasan 08

~i can't wait to travel and see the wurlddddd!~



HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII MY O'S ARE OVER CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





okay time to change this dusty place man





SO DUSTY.


anyways, LIFE'S GOOD (i'm good - clipse ft pharrell style)


been out SINCE THE DAY PAPER ENDED hahaha what the fud right


gonna hit sham's crib layta for a deepavali open house, shop a little and yes, FRIENDS,


IT'S HADIPPA TIME!!!!!!!!!! i got a camera baby.





its so fudding awesome i feel like eating it


i know samsung isn't that recognized for its cameras,


but fud it man,


its 12.2 mp, simple, acessible, comfortable.


I LOVE IT.


gotta listen to what the photo guru said mahhh (kenneth aka kevin from the backstreet boys aka mr photographer aka shy boy)


he said i gotta be comfy with the camera, which i am!!!!!!!


so friends, behold.


yall are gonna get to see some aphrodisiacs, absolutely delightful indulgence of culinary experiences, colours of life (MY life), abstract artistically angled photos soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i can't wait man.


=)





chalets, bbqz, production, business MAN IMMA BUSY LADY


but hell yeah all these are givin me the thrill which i kinda... adore despite the fact that i do get intimidated of my capabilities of doing my best in all that i do you seeeeeeee





imma emcee again, yeah second round, hopefully i get the script done, if not impromptu shall be it.


CAN'T WAIT FOR PROMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM





i got this like long empire waisted long sleeved dress, not very moulin rouge but who cares


i wonder who's the yeeeeeeeeeeediot who suggested this theme.


seriously man, IT'S PROM DAMNIT not like a costume party


OH WHATEVER man





alright so i'm gonna do makeup for a few people, i just hope i have time for myselffffff


gotta turn my swag on that night eyyyy


JAYZ is so kaypo omg omg omg eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee








ok la not his fault he gotta come but I WON'T BE ABLE TO EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


his amazing aura with such beautiful tanned brown honey-like skin and gorgeous curls with his really really enchantingly cute smile would make me feel like a statue


HE'S LIKE GONNA BE MY FOOD FOR THE NIGHT because i'd prolly be too stiff to eat damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn





but oh well





"if there's one person i'd like to thank for this award, that would be JAY... for puttin a ring on it"


-Ms Beyonce Knowles, EMAs 2009





congrats beyyyyyy


no big deal, it was expected for an amazing performer like ya


=)

i hope i'll look fine for prom man ah its so annoying to think about it grrrrrrrrr

ANYWAY FRIENDS

HERE'S MA WISHLIST FOR ehem my bday EHEHEHEHE ok no la just a wishlistttt:

MAKEUP BRUSH SET

A PRANK CALL FROM MUTTONS OR FIZA O

LOVE FROM ALL I LOVE

CERAMIC BAKING POTS

EYELINER

DUNKS DUNKS DUNKS DUNKS DUNKS PLEASE

HOOP EARRINGSSSSSSSS GHETTO STYLE

&, &, &,

JAY-Z :)

thank you friends k i feel sleepy bye muah muah yumzzzzzz

love yall

peace & love aightzzzzzzz

=P

Hola world! :)
yeah its been some time i know, and don't ask me why i'm blogging at this hour hahaha
i think this place is so dead.
maybe i should start telling others my blog was rejuvenated since i told a few that is already deleted (see la itchy mouth tsk)
okaiz i feel so strained la.
everybody's been like talking bout prelims results and all....
ok here's a confession k.
I NEVER STUDIED!
yes wow hahahah yeah i did a bit for humans, but i gave up on my sciences.
like what the hell, who ask them to put prelims in midst of raya?!
but its okay, at least I AM STUDYING now.
I wouldn't wanna screw my Os either, I hope the teachers know.
I'm so sleepy... but i gotta do my SBQ now. sigh.

oh and yesterday i had salmon!
awesome, awesome salmon.
hahah i'm a salmon freak. okay la more like, fish freak with salmon as an exception heehee
speaking of which, after Os, I'm gonna go on an exquisite food tour all around singapore!
;)
wanna join me? yeah i'm an avid foodie, in case you didn't know. but i don't blog about the food i ate and all lately cause my digi cam died on me. spoilt lah.
probably gonna rush down aft sch later to get a new one!
i've been missing on too much sweet moments already and i love taking photos to capture them.
so i better get my ass to get it!
hmm oh and yes,

shoutout to mr farhan, yo ;)
he's a relative of mine who's got a beautiful, beautiful sister!
had a good time chatting with him yesterday.
i do hope everything clears up soon fer ya aight? you know you deserve a lot more ;-)
must come visit my house ok!!!

oh and last night, i watched Siti Mastura's Vanila.
My review? 0.5/10
HAHAHA
why?
she's so unflexible in front of the camera, there's no flow, there's so much stiffness
and the idea of following the westerners in having picnics over a grass patch but with a small mat clearly unable to accomodate three people and wearing so much glam sham just for it was horrible.
maybe its because i share the same passion as her that i'm criticizing so much. heeheehee.
(wahlao give me chance can? you know i rarely do this...)
yeah and then whatever recipes she gave yesterday was too basic!
does she think that singaporeans don't know how to bake?
she claims she owns a school, when its actually just a shophouse where she holds classes at
my mom attended her full course by the way.
about 5K, but i always knew that for such a price, she could get better baking lessons.
and well yeah she did, after she indulged in another module of baking when she 'graduated' from siti's class.
maybe she lacks sincerity in what she does, besides well, honesty. which obviously is key to everything else.
when i watched the show, i couldn't feel her passion for baking.
all i felt was her ego booming from all the praises from her sisters, who were also featured in the half hour show.
besides, the show was like a copycat.
it lacks originality.
she was probably imagining herself as rachel allen man hahahah
but truthfully, i'd rather watch rachel.
i think the show could've been better with some uniqeness. it shouldn't be too westernized.
maybe they could portray how her mother-in-law used to teach her baking... and maybe they could show how she bakes and then organizes a mini hi-tea everytime after it and the cameraman could record how she mingles with her guests.
oh boy i am so sleepy!

alright till here, world.
peace and love yall.
:)
<3

Salam world...

time flies past so fast and ten beautiful days of Ramadhan are gone....
shall make the best of what we all have left aight :)

went for tarawikh just now...
it was amazing...

i think a lot of yall are wondering why i'm getting more and more.... on the pious side lately.
i've no idea myself.
its just a sub conscious change i'm experiencing.
but oh well, its all good isn't it!

hmm prelims been horrible.
been bucking up on my bio.
literature just turns me completely OFF now.
life's been okay... hehehe.

baby's been...... cheekier?
he's like getting more and more naughty! tsk tsk tsk (roll ya eyes oh homies hahaha)
i've no idea where we're getting really but...
i've been noticing.
he's changing....
i'd prefer the ol' simpleton him, but he's getting more and more vain lately
well i mean, prior to the fact that i know he's a real rock music fan and having him to listen to rnb and hip hop is just..... i don't know.
he's been wearing dunks too yall know.....
i've no idea what signs i'm getting.
maybe he's doing it to attract one's attention, but well only he knows what he's tryna do
he doesn't even talk to me la that noodlehead
hahahahahah
but frankly, the simple, mysterious, cranky him is what i loved him for... ;-)

i'm gonna try and make carrot halwa soon.
sounds good, no?
been wanting to make it since long!
maybe i'll bring some for yall to sample
like my burfi :)

i love trey songz's voice!!!!!!
(put ma number in ya phone, baby girl stop playin')

oh yes king friz the awesome had left.... leaving a lasting legacy behind in cgs hahaha
missed him, but not so much yet since i got to meet him while he had to be in ncs which was like a 2 min walk from my crib
gonna miss him more, fo sho.
brother ;-)


baby's been a bad boy too.
tsk tsk tsk.
he needs to control his soccer temptations.
like seriously!!!!
playing during maghrib tsk tsk tsk
maybe i'll stop liking him cause of this.
good excuse, no?
if what i'm feeling is right and you don't want this to happen...... change.








I trust you,
I Love you,
I want you,
I need you,
Baby I breathe you, Never leave you,
Life would never be the same without You.
I said I love you, I'm down for you Baby.

Trust- Keyshia Cole ft Monica.

Asam Pedas Ikan Sembilang

Hello worllllllllllllllllllld!
it's been so long.
i am so so sorry..
alright let's talk about today.
i went for religious class and attended a preach at the mosque yesterday night.
when i recited the holy Quran today.... i felt a gush of serenity rushing through my very soul,
i felt so calm, so cleansed.
will read it more often now...
when i look back at this blog, i realised how "naughty" i've been.
oh well, its only human to err. i'm one of those i guess.
i just hope i get the right guide to the right path now.
i'm grateful for how things have been now.
:)

I shall come before all with a smile,
I shall love but not hate because Love is very POWERFUL,
I shall be patient and not flare up cause that's when shaytan comes in,
I shall not succumb to wrong deeds and have my own stand when influenced,
I shall always appreciate Allah :)

I'm so grateful to be Muslim.

hmm
alright let's digress now
I HAD DURIANS~~~
after the preach dad asked us out for dinner,
so we went to have seafood (again)
(i'm not gonna have seafood for a month i tell ya!)
then i was sooooooooooo full.
cause i DON'T like to waste food. i get annoyed when people don't finish their food.
so my mom happily made me eat her mee hong kong when i already had my rice.
that explains why i'm GENDUT!
hahah gendut gendut pun manis ok... don't play play hor.
ya then otw home dad suddenly exclaimed, "kakak nak beli durian tak!"
"NAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK" I SCREAMED.
then he swerved to the left and we stopped by a durian stall
i JUMPED out. and. i. fell.
(not gonna explain anymore)
so ya then we bought durians. D24 Okay muahahah.
then i hogged them back home tho i was full
and hogged them today
maybe later tonight also
i think i'm losing my voice.
too heaty. i still haven't satisfied my rave for other tropical fruits tho.
I WANT MORE MANGOSTEENS, more PULASANS, more LONGANS, more... blueberries and strawberries too haha they ain't tropical but i haven't had them for some time now.


i miss all my loved ones sooooooo much....!
azura,
nataida,
irsyad,
atifa,
luqman,
kak sam,
huda,
nabilah (sayangku.....),
abg rashid,
ILIYA,
amirah hanis.
haiz.
bilalah akan ku temu anda sekalian.......


but....
my family and friends are making up for the company for now i guess...
love my mom and dad. and my bro :)
i'm so glad my soulmate's alive and breathing and loving me and her hamsters despite the unexpected mishap recently.
my friends........ are bullying me MORE AND MORE now.
but i still love them.
hahaha

i hope jahahomie's fine now... glad he's found new happiness :)
i hope hafriz gets the job offer :)
i hope harman gets more time to rest since he's always resting when he's online but its like not resting
i hope hanz takes more pictures of us!!!!!
i hope miss jean gives us more ideas for more and more photos!!!!
i hope kenneth comes back from reservist soon so that......... ehem ehem
i hope i get to know miss bri more....
i hope mr roger becomes more corny cause i think he's corny but he's just hiding it
i hope myo had his yakult today. Mn ga la ba!


those people up there play a big role in my school life, maybe even more than teachers. can never thank em more for being so cute and sweet and nice and funny and random that even the gloomy days in school suddenly could become my happiest days :)


I WANT TO SMACK IMAN HAYYU AND HANISAH IN SCHOOL TOMORROW FOR BEING RESPONSIBLE FOR THE BRUISES ON MY CALF THANKS AH

AND FARIHAH YOU BETTER STUDY WHILE WAITING FOR ME ELSE I'M NOT GONNA GO HOME WITH YOU ANYMOREEEE >:(
OK!!!!!
go make ms loo happy. later PD also happy. hik hik hik.

i'm gonna kiss both my mamas in the sch canteen tmr and chat more with the new security guard hug miss jeya and cikgu and mdm loke ( WHOM I LOVE SO MUCH NOW ) AND yes give more motivation to aunty sushila!!!!!!!!!!!!


I love these people :)



i dread the day i leave crescent because of their pleasant presence.
Allah, give me strength please :(

Hijab?
Maybe.
:)
maybe yes, maybe not yet.